2001

Now I live alone once again with 2 of my children all grown up and even in and out of the Army. My son is just coming home from and my daughter is living in PA after getting out of the Army a few years ago. My youngest is 8 and I get to see her every other weekend here in Texas so that is better then nothing, but it kills me to be with out her for even an hour.

What I seek now is far from my reach and maybe so far that I will never obtain it after it’s all said and done. I guess this will also pass as I get older and older until it does not matter any more. So happiness is the final destination for me, the ultimate state of mind.

After all of this stuff I call living life, I have found the answer to this question. How do I have true peace and security with a drama free life?

The answer is so easy that it makes me sick to my stomach.

Change your state of mind and you change your state of happiness.

No matter what situation you find yourself in except death itself, you can make the best of it and be at peace with yourself. There is always a more unlikable situation that you could be in then the one you’re in now. This I know from loosing everything I have worked and loved for in the span of a few years, just to regain it all back again a few years later.

2010

coming soon